furious blog!!

2011-06-28T00:18:00.001+08:00

This few day night can't sleep. Sleep already also awhile wake up. Tsk damn tired sia. Btw today went school and denise pass me the present. Thanks a lot. And especially some is private haha. Btw thanks. Today talk with the principal hais. Need wait till wednesday. Sian

2011-06-24T10:20:00.000+08:00

I think I miss playing with you...

2011-06-23T13:43:00.002+08:00

lolol.. someone tell me to post a long wan... but i not sure wad i gonna post lei..
hehe :DDD
sry that i misunderstand you, i thought wad u written is me.
sry... but why u don wan hold on to ur phone ah. everytime give boys take only.. haiyo..
wan message u bery difficult de lei.. haha ^^

hais go work. few things happen..
my bro thr got some problems out thr...
tsk tsk...
i wish yesterday message could help u alot.
i really wish u could come back, back to ur normal self, fun and all that..
i don want u to change to something more worse...
hope u take my words, i not sure will u visit my blog, but i still will post it..
hope u recover soon. :DD
nvr know the truth then i will help u find out, today i will ask boss myself, ok ?? :D
byebye readers, cause nothing more to post liao..
bye...

2011-06-22T00:54:00.002+08:00

Today wake up then use internet. After that going to work. Early working. Hehe. Fun there. Work work work. Deco my dessert. Hehe. Naise. But manager say cannot. If want to deco then ownself buy. Sad la. No money.
Btw I know you will be reading this. Not that I don't want. Is that I can't. You know how serious am i, right? I won't play a fool but if because of this you have double thinker of our relationship. I seriously don't know what to do. I hope or how I wish you could understand me. But for this long time, I not sure you make me as a friend or sister but for me you are my forever sister. But I know that it somehow will end. Aah!! Shit la. Don't know what to think. I hate to think! My mother don't allow me to work hotel. She say school reopen liao. But I fucking don't want to attend school can someone help me. I am now full of stress that no one could ever think of. I'm such a failure. Sorry.....

2011-06-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

Xoxo.
Today fun mah?
Heheh. Confirm fun de la.
I and my sister go just acia to eat. Heheh.
On the way talk yea. A lot of things. My studies all. Heheh. She knew that denise is heheh good to me. Yea. Haha. Cause my study or could say going school affect me a lot. Hais. Full of trouble thinking. tsk Tsk.
Go there eat. Free flow of drinks and ice cream. Lala. The picture of the food I will pork it on facebook so yea. If you know me you could see. never add me then see how lol. See whether I want to add you so you can see or not lol. Heheh.
After eating go shopping shopping. Go to a shop where there is lots of cute things. Especially the tissue with cute picture but I go there the tissue left three different kind only so I buy one and I left my number there so they can contact me when there's stock. I hope it come real soon.
After that I go to eighteen chefs to see see. Then go home.

Ok. Finally somebody time is reaching. I gonna post a long post to this girl name denise tan hua ching. Hehe. Must write full name more better ah. Hahaha. She ah. So so naughty ah. Tsk tsk. cannot tagant haha. She buy me lots me things and total up costing more than 200 bucks. Wah!! Hen duo lei. You know what she buy. She buy bear for me. Another one is hais. Shy shy la. She buy for me bra lei. Haiyo. You know how she know my size? Because she pervert mah. Haiyo. She touchy touchy me so she know the size hahaha. And then others ah. Tsk tsk. She don't want tell me. I think she shy shy la. Or she give me a thing that couldn't be tell. Erm. Is it undergarments or wad ah. Haiyo shy shy la. She too pervert le la. Haiyo. Tsk tsk. hahaha. Full of thanks to this girl la. She seriously accompany me when I am high or low. I too high also because of her de la. Saw her I high until don't know where liao. haha. Thanks for accompany me all time. I don't know after you left here will we still contact or not. you going to live somewhere far liao. Hais. I sure will miss you de. Remember everytime after school I will go your house de. hais. You not living there liao. Still live so far how am I going to find you? Hais. I alone liao mah~ sad sad=( how how la. Tell me tell me mah~

2011-06-20T12:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday and today never work. Yesterday wake up late then use computer and then go grandma house and eat. Then today I and my sister go somewhere secretly haha. Ok updated. Credits to demise lolol.

2011-06-17T23:56:00.003+08:00

Lolol. Today I a bit ki siao and I don't know why. Seems like today is a good day to me. Jokes all the way. No unhappy things happen. Early go the morning go work. Parents not at home, yea!! Work all the work, and I so fucking happy. Hehe. Ok that's all nothing to post Already as all is like jokes. Hehe. =D

2011-06-16T23:29:00.002+08:00

Today early in the morning heard all that. Super hate. Luckily later they go sleep then I use computer today same thing go work early. Don't want to stay at home with then. Today go there like so fucking boring. I thought that tomorrow I could work half day so to meet my cousin long time never meet then le. Miss them. But that manager give me a whole day saying that there is not enough people I seriously angry and sad with that. Because I seriously want meet them. But then okay le. Hais it is just damn not a good day. Tomorrow work opening. So happy because don't need stay at home. Yea.

2011-06-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

Today is my second post. Today go work like so fucking early. Never been that early before except if I skip school la.. Lolol. I feel that I go that is better than staying at home. Yeah that's true. At there I don't need to listen to what I don't want to hear. That's good. Ok. Start working. Around 8plus or 9 they call I don't even know why. I call back, no one answer. Best! So I don't fucking care now, I won't call back or even answer. Reach home. All asleep. Best! I have my own free time. Don't need to listen more of the shit. I can sleep tightly. Yea! Awesome, friday going out with cousin. Long time never meet le hehe. That's all for today. Hope for tomorrow good day. If can't tahan I will go for work early also. Nice.

2011-06-15T13:17:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, after working. I go out with hakim, aaron, farah and one of her friend. We go to pasir ris farm way prawning. It is fun. But somebody keep calling me and I super hate it. Wtf you keep calling I already told you I going out. And so what if i'm a girl, I grown up. I already 17. Please la. Can you don't disturb me or not. A happy day via occasion you can make it worse. Seriously I hate you. I fucking hate you so fucking much. I went home around 3 and I fucking feel like staying there don't even want to go home. But no matter what I still have to go home cause of the person. When straight home after hakim send aaron, open the door. What I didn't want to hear came out. Seriously fucking noisy. And I don't care and went on to sleep. This Morning, she fucking wake up and fucking check my bag. How old am i, check my bag? Oh, you fucking check that I got smoke. So? Early in the morning fucking noisy. Wtf. Today, I will go work fucking early because I don't want to stay at home looking at your bloody face. And too you fucking throw my face. I don't even have face now. I wanna stop my own life kill myself or whatsoever. Yesterday, denise message me about ice skating. I don't know how to skate and she tell me rather don't skate because I will hurt myself. I say good ah. I rather die then staying alive now with this kind of life. Seems like death is better than living to me nowadays. I tired of living like that because of you people. I hate you all to death. If singapore don't have law all that. I will fucking take a knife now and do what I wanted to do. Let's die together is the favourite words, That I like the most.
Btw I update my blog is because of denise, she wanted me to post everyday. Might as well I post everyday what kind of freaking life I had. This year I don't have a happy birthday, indeed I have a very unhappy birthday. My friend, farah knows that and wanted to celebrate my belated birthday but I can't go out because of you again. Thanks to you, I live in miserable. Actally I want to create another blog with saying all the happy moments. But I don't need now. Cause I don't have. Thanks.

2011-06-02T11:29:00.002+08:00

currently working at eighteen chef outside east point mall.
work there more than one month going 2 le...
i feel a lot of happy times there..
i feel like working day whole life..
haha, but that wont do..
now i thinking of two job as currently eighteen chefs is overloaded..
thinking of working the previous job of mine wif my sister..
but all the shirt and apron all that donno go where liao...
haha ^^ i think it contains lots of dust already...
hais...currently my life is full of problems..
lots and lots of problem...
i care about others, but they think it is irritating and showing of attitude..
i ownself also think of showing attitude already..
as far as i know, i think no one understand me...
i use to be a hyper girl, but now no more.. i seems like a quiet girl instead...
everything turns upside down for me...
i don't wish to be like that..
or must i change my attitude and being uncare about others..
but i cant change my attitude, and everytime people finds me when they break down..
how can i dont care them??
put them alone to their grave or wad??? no!! impossible would i do that...
but still thinking i seriously donno wad to do..
and nowadays i seriously don wan to study and still intend to quit school..
and my darling sister, denise, keep advise me to go on to study...
but i make up my mind, it couldnt be change...
and nowadays i have june intensive programme in school..
i promise to go except for my birthday..
but i break the promise and instead i only go only on tuesday...
even my mother don't know cause i tell her no school...
but if i seriously go back, i either sleep or will go facebook....
so it's no different...
and i too lazy to get up for school too...
how i wish everything go stable for me...
but it is impossible..
everytime something will occur...
hais... seriously donno wad to do..
yesterday message my darling sister... we quarrel...
and after that she say she understand me, i donno it's truth or not cause i everytime are sensitive...
she say it will change.. but when??
i wish it change for now..and not after lots of days or so..
i seriously rather die than live....
later meeting my friend to drink b4 going to work..
i hope it could make my heart feel better...
thanks to my darling sister, i know that u would care for me, but i this stupidity girl donno how to appreciate sry... =((

2011-04-11T18:21:00.002+08:00

This is my story via my past life.

Characteristics:

For primary school: Rennie, Jasmine and Hui Xian.

Secondary one’ 2007: Xiao Rong, Jun Hao, Jun Hui, He Tong and etc.

Secondary two’ 2008: Yvonne, Charmaine, Madgeline, Winnie, Jun Hao, Jun Hui and etc.

Secondary three’ 2009: Jia Feng, Xiao Rong, Kexin, Jun Hao, Jun Hui, Denise and etc.

Secondary four’ 2010: Jia Feng, Xiao Rong, Kexin, Jun Hao, Jun Hui, Yvonne, Denise, Mandy and etc.

Secondary four’ 2011: Soo Chin, Joleen, Jolian, Yvonne, Xiao Rong, Denise, Kexin, Jia Feng and etc.

My story in primary school life:

In primary school, my life sucks to the hell. I still remember, when I am in my primary school, I usually go chase the guys with a love letter on my hand. Sometime, I will tell my friends to send it for me. Oh, I damn so funny at that time. For friendship, I not that good can instead say it as sucks. I have group of friends and we usually quarrel. Seriously don’t even know what to do. In primary school, everyone is so childish, saying: “Don’t friend her ah, she blah blah blah.” All that kind of piece of shit. Then we usually fight because of some useless thing. And say each other bad or secret. Like backstabber. We seem to be childish at that time. And I remember when I in primary school, I don’t have much friends. All of them seem like hating me. And at that, I seriously don’t know what to do. I seem to be a loner. That’s my primary school life. Overall, it’s sucks to the hell.

My story in secondary one’ 2007:

I went to secondary school already. I always hope it will be much better. So in primary school life, I started my whole new life. First day in school is someone else talks to me first. We have the secondary one orientation at don’t know where, that one I seriously forget. We have a lot of fun there. Fun~~~ I still remember that something happen when we have the camping. The bee sting>< oh my god!!! Luckily, I didn’t get sting. Seriously, one sting also doesn’t have. It is so bloody funny. And for the following days till the end of the year. I have one group of friends. I am so funny because I found my friends. We have many happy moments there. And on that time we have god-sister and more. We all are like one big family. That time I remember I like acting ‘ah lian’. That’s so funny. I seriously hope that we can go back to secondary one which we have lots of fun. So fun with them. Our relationship is very close.

My story in secondary two’ 2008:

I in the class of 213, and it is like so ridiculous. In that class, have a lot of gangster. The secondary one friend left with Jun Hao and Jun Hui same class with me. Others are not in the same class. And our relationship also fades a lot. Now left with us we are always together, our relationship still quite ok,

even though not as good as secondary one because of the other classmates. I remember in this class I act like “ah lian”. And everyone hates me. Hates the way I do thing too. But at that time, my result is very good. I feel so happy. But then friendship is the other case. Friendship seriously sucks until hell. Many people talk behind me, I hate it so freaking much. And I remember that I still have problems with some other girls. Got one time with Winnie, I got taiji. And I got to go opposite settle. That time I seriously not happy with her. And for the others they keep talking bad about me, and sometime I would talk back because I think that they are acting ah lian too. That year seriously make me mad.

My story in secondary three’ 2009:

In secondary three I change because it’s a new class, it makes me change. I not in the same class with Chin Hao and Jun Hui anymore rather same class with Xiao Rong. In that class, I realized that I not that act “ah lian” already. I’m change to that kind of willing to study type. Maybe is because of the class that make me change. And in that class I know a lot of other friends via classmates. It seems closer with them already. But in opposite I not that close with Xiao Rong too. I instead closer to my new friend Jia Feng. And for my Chinese class, I same class with Denise I know her from secondary one already. But in secondary one we are not close. But since that she in my Chinese class so we talk a lot. And then we become closer. So I started to have a group, but they seem not to be closer and instead further away. So I totally have three groups which are Denise, Jia Feng and Xiao Rong. And at that time got one classmate of mine make me super mad, she named Kexin. Because every time I go to different group, not always just only stay with one group. Then she would say, “Eh? U not with them already?” “Why now u come to Jia Feng?” At that time I seriously pissed off by her. And that time I almost every day quarrel with her. That time I also will be close to her, and at that because of her I will always ask myself, if concerns about someone are wrong then how it could be? At that time, friendship always is so complicated, I got my own attitude, and she has hers. At that time I hate her so much, and at that I seriously think that I only closer to Denise, Jia Feng and Xiao Rong. Even some time we have some fights via quarrel but we still can save back our friendship. I still remember every time I would go to Jia Fend or either Denise house. We are like super close.

My story in secondary four’ 2010:

I in a class with the same classmates, but this time round with my classmates not going well. For my friends it is still the same. And every time the same thing that I will quarrel via fight with my friends. More and more occurred up, especially Kexin, I already secondary four, I am still childish saying not to steal my friends away. Kexin always with Jia Feng, and every time make me and her can’t get along that well anymore. After quarrel via fight with her for a long time, then I suddenly reflect myself. And ends up I know that I am in the wrong, so I say sorry. I don’t know why I will have this kind of thing in my brain saying to reflect myself. At that time, I remember we have our math project. And we every time go Jia Feng house to do the project. And in that group have me, Jia Feng, Kexin and Don. In this project, most of the time is quarrel and fight; most of times nearly don’t know what to do. And got one day, the competition day is coming, on that day, Kexin keep talking. And we say that why she don’t do her own self. During that year, I’m not that close with Denise because in different class already, I closer with Xiao Rong that group, at that time I am that not close to Yvonne too. Because many people talk bad about her. During the year end, I know one girl named Mandy. She is Jun Hao primary school friend. we starting to be together, we often go arcade to play pump pro. That time we enjoy ourselves, we still work at manhattan together adding jun hao too. But many things did happened and from the happening then i know that i make a wrong choice of friends. I seriously regret it, and now then i know even thought the new friends that we meet just less than one month also will kanna back stab by the someone. Seriously don't know what to do, and too another that we knew for a long time that the someone suddenly change and become another person that will make us end our relationship. don't wish to talk about it anymore, working is lots of fun even thought it is very tired but i enjoy it. And denise and her family got visit me and eat there, oh, i so touched, i love her too much :D oh, i get the result of 'N' level, i get 21 points and i can decide to retain or go ite, it make a huge different so i think quite a lot and at the end, i decided to retain.

My story in secondary four’ 2011:

I now retain. I knew new friends in that class and everyone is like welcoming me. i so touched by them. i knew many of them even thought i not quite good in memorising names but at least i knew some, and at least the girls. First of all the girl that always are with me when starting of the year is soo chin, jolian, joleen, hidayah, nabilah, suhaila and some others. ya also still got denise, yvonne, xiao rong and too sueli. we are so good always until the day of soo chin birthday. Something happened during soo chin birthday, she and her only one a time in one year. And i accused denise and sueli, seriously didn't know what i thinking of. How come i like that? The end of friendship with my classmates and sueli. Denise still forgive me, she secure the relationship of me and her. i so touched by her. And recently get quarrel with yvonne and xiaorong, is it that i taking care and fell like an anxious when i didn't receive any message is a wrong. I don't understand why some of them don't understand. yea, my attitude sucks too, i knew that, i don't know how to change, i trying to control it. Only denise know that, but she everytime say i like her mother. I old :( Now i could trust is only her and the only one. The rest i don't care le, cause only denise appreciate it. And denise, i love you so much, u secure our relationship, but i wish u could help me with a thing which is my attitude, scold me when i am in the wrong because i know u will and u can. love you, denise. <3 :D

THE END!!!

Btw thanks to denise for the post because she save this post in order to post it. haha ^^ keep chasing me for posting it haha ^^ must credit her ah :DD

2011-04-08T14:12:00.003+08:00

To MISS DENISE TAN HUA CHING
haha ^^ personally just for u haha ^^
sorry for my attitude today :((
i have my bad tempered..
i would like to change but i couldnt.
hais...u help mi???
wo ai ni.. <3

many things happen this long few days...
but i nvr update because i lazy.
haha ^^
i regret staying back this year..
hais..
wish can go back to last year so that i could change everything again.
for now, the only one i TRUST is only her and the only one :DD
that none other than the name i mention b4...
even though i and her not that good because of wad happen...
but she secure it.
she let me feel better and i seriously feel quite touched by her..
i think only she could understand me and stop my attitude and also by scolding me to wake me up...
DENISE TAN HUA CHING, wo ai ni <3

2011-03-15T22:28:00.002+08:00

this week is fully book by upcoming programmes.
but still have lots of homework
especially during monday remedial. two more homework. ==
can i just kill the teacher.
give us so many homework for wad.
we very free ah

i dislike the person who can say right up to my face.
wad have u done pls pay it urself. thanks.

planning not done, how to carry on.
i dislike totally.
say wan go is u ownself, and u call me up.
now i got to be fucking pissed off of wad u did.

why everyone lik that.
does that means that they people don't care other people feeling.
just care of them only??
wtf!!!

2011-03-11T23:15:00.002+08:00

parents meeting session.
sianzZZ
today last day of school. so happy ^^
but got total of 10 hw.
fuck the teachers, we very free ah ==
still got remedial also==
wtf..
one week of holiday lik normal school day. but its to stay at home==
bye.

2011-03-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

its a long long day.
happy mood turns to bad mood because of someone.
nvr. don wan say. waste time only.
thats it. bye
its updated ==

2011-03-09T19:52:00.001+08:00

its such a cruel to have this kind of life.
i wish i could just change everything.
but nth seems lik it....
well, its cruel.

2011-03-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

u seems lik u wanna come back.
but u are not here.
u are at other place.
bye betrayer, and don ever come back. thank you very much.
so now. fuck off!
bye!

2011-03-06T08:52:00.002+08:00

sry for not updating, denise tan!! haha ^^
this few day is lik a hell to me..
especially my mood.
oh my, i donno y my mood going bad..
i keep lik scolding people especially yvonne lim sorry :((
and even i mood. some motherfuckers make me super mad too.
u think wad??? pls la hoh. knn. don think i will ever feed u when i ever grow up.
cause u are not fit to be.
u now kpkb-ing me. u will confirm regret.
i can see wad the different u did to me and others. fuck u!

i hope that i could change my life. i don wanna have a life lik this
with this fucking motherfuckers here.
i hate the freaking out of her!
wish everyday go out, work better and don need see her fucking face!
bye!

2011-03-03T15:27:00.000+08:00

i seriously hate my mood nowadays and also the one hu spoil my mood!!

2011-03-01T22:24:00.001+08:00

not updating because lazy.
and i hate the most is complicated.
dislike it very much.
so wad u wan do u do, i don bother. thanks.
btw, u wan go off pls do as u wish.
bye.

2011-02-25T18:08:00.002+08:00

yst not free to update...
today go school, so sleepy...
after school study wif soo chin.
then go home.
fuck, u need to everytime chase me home sibo. knn. later no money u buy a prepaid card la, lik u will buy. ccb!
and u keep looking looking at my bag and wallet for wad. cb. u vry free ah. ccb.
i not as free as u knn!

2011-02-22T17:43:00.004+08:00

yst nvr update. sry readers..
yst sick until 38.7
but then today feel much more better already.
and yst also happen a lot of thing but didnt want to mention it.
today go school.
and after that go simei awhile.
then home.
this is all the pic.
first one i decorate, nice right??

2011-02-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

today go out.
it's like so much fun.
ok. that's it. don wan talk liao.
feel lik deleting my blog already lol...
hais...

2011-02-19T00:13:00.000+08:00

today go for sports day, and its seriously lik fuck up.
cause teacher donno how arrange.
after that a bit ok.
then later go out.
byes

2011-02-18T06:10:00.002+08:00

yst go school.
yst is a long day.
morning not feelin well after that ok already.
hais. so bored...wanna sleep...
pe time sibei dulan.
knn, u noe how to play ur fucking business la.
u say people until vry lousy lik that, cb.
again this happen. u c wad i do to u.
yst night study wif yvonne again.
byes
today going to sports day...

2011-02-16T22:23:00.002+08:00

today go school.
go hall. teacher give us see a video.
and it is so awesome touching. oh my!!!
after that have pal test for physics.
and then after i do the test i go to sleep.
it's so hot. and my throat pain. i wanna vomit(not pregnant >< )
after that go for chem first.
then go recess.
after that go take pink form
and then off i go.
ok its so much fun.
tmr i will still be going to school.
bye :3

2011-02-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

today.
school.
i so sleepy that today i scold someone.
today is total defence day. outdoor cooking.
nice.
after schoool go makan and then study..
hais. friendship seriously complicated not only one or two but more than that.
omg. how sia.

2011-02-14T23:47:00.001+08:00

today go school.
then wait for yvonne and xr. then go eat dinner x.X
after that go home. bath all that.
and rush to meet yvonne and kexin.
later then yvonne come my blk void deck study.
wapaings lei.
came home. my fucking dad siao wan sia.
anyhow scold. fuck him la. cb!

2011-02-13T23:19:00.003+08:00

yst on computer in the morning might didnt.
yst meet zhao min they all. (long time no c le)
then after that we go out till 9 plus.
then go under my blk slack and do hw.
after that yvonne come. and then they go.
slack and do hw wif yvonne oso. until 1 plus. i think.
then go home. thanks for the rubber band yvonne, its help. haha ^^
today go meet yvonne at library do hw.
then go walk walk awhile.
then meet denise.
many funny things lol.
haha ^^
just reach home and bath.
then now usin com.
ok.
byes. :))

2011-02-12T08:58:00.001+08:00

lol.
u keep reading my blog and profile not meh.
oh, my mother so pro sia. can stalk me while she donno how use computer.
i lik. my mother became smart liao. haha.
dun think urself big, limbu bu pai. if i scare, i heart attack la, haha^^
damn stupid and idiot.
nonsense haha.

2011-02-11T20:12:00.001+08:00

go school..
after school go take neo print.
haha
then back home.
hey, stalker!!!
wan tell come tell man.
haha, i not scare of u, dumb.
damn stupid la hoh.

2011-02-11T04:02:00.002+08:00

fuck the stalker sia.
everytime go visit my blog.
then wait till a time tell my mother..
if u think its u means it u.
i not going to update frequently, if not maybe i change my link.
haiya. fuck her la. knn!

2011-02-09T17:00:00.001+08:00

today go school.
late meeting soon chin.
meet yvonne le then faster go.
haiyo, xr ah xr take cab oso so slow ==
after school go eye Popeye wif denise then off we go.
bye.

2011-02-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

today go school as per normal.
early in the morning get caught by mr ryan neo ==
wtf. i pull high le still say not high -.-
after that go for school.
today someone absolute make me angry.
next time let her do all the planning ba.
after school go find something then go watch movie.
actually going to watch reborn.
but then dunno why it becomes 'its a great great world'
lolol.
and in total i watch that two times liao.
hais.
next time must check first lol.
after that go but friendship bracelet.
tmr giving xr.
after that home sweet home.
byes.
waiting for all upcoming events~

2011-02-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

today go school.
have a box of chocolates.
haha ^^ my favourite
start school. its lik so boring lol.
end around 3.
then wait for yvonne. and xr join us too.
then go manhattan eat.
and off we chao.
bye.

2011-02-06T20:24:00.001+08:00

today mood: moody
today go out watch movie.
after that go tm catch bears.
caught a lot. :)
after that go ah ma house.
gamble.
then home.
bye.

2011-02-05T21:21:00.001+08:00

today go my friend house for cny.
haha ^^
fun!!
taking lots of photo.
after that go orchard ion.
haha shop shop.
and play play..
bye...

2011-02-05T11:58:00.001+08:00

lose $19 in total.
fuck, i wanna win back!!!!
come back money :((
today goin jolian house :))
c if can gamble not haha...
bye bye.

2011-02-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

i like gamble gamble.
wahhaha ^^
win abit money only. i wan more.
happy new year :)))

2011-02-03T00:04:00.001+08:00

my dinner is steam boat worhs.
and still got my wine wine..
i love wine.
so pls giv me more la....
wine wine pls come!~~
haha
now i am messaging denise tan and yvonne both of my sister hahah <333
love them la.
muacks.
bye bye.

2011-01-31T22:07:00.002+08:00

today go school.
raining from yesterday lol.
wait for all them then go up.
sianz, very sleepy.
after school go denise house study.
i wont make u lose trust on me. i promise for i will do.
i wont let our relationship go lik that.
even other people say me, i will do for wad i promise.
i swear to god, i will do for wad i promise. if not i get knock by car.
i love u girl. i will wan ur trust. i will fill up all.
nothing of my promise will go.
believe in me.

2011-01-30T21:12:00.001+08:00

today early in the morning wake up.
go help my mum then go ah ma house.
wtf meet 12, now meet 1 cause of my mother.
after that go meet yvonne at bedok inter.
then we go bedok point to have our lunch.
ok, we eat lik 3 person food.
after that i did something embrassing. omg!!!
cant tahan
later we go to tampines library to study and do homework.
then later go ah ma house again.
that it for today.
just feel a bit embrassed lol..
hais.
byes...

2011-01-30T00:44:00.002+08:00

today early in the morning wake up by my mum.
then help up after that use com.
ltr, my sis tell me to go work cause not enough people.
go thr work, got one customer accidentally pull her kids pants down and i saw that ==
the last minute when wan close, many customer suddenly came in.
fuck. must close late liao.
ltr take cab home.
cb la dunno the cab do wad wan.
ask venue then say cannot if not dun wan drive.
got one wan come down from cab.
then i and my sister go thr, wanna ask the driver can or not.
he saw but dun care and drive away. fuck!!
then my sis gone crazy and scold him....
ltr then take until cab.
fuck. remember got one time me, sis and roliah wait till 1 plus am then got cab. cb.

2011-01-29T09:42:00.002+08:00

yst go school.
oh. i feel so fucking sleepy.
but lucky its still 12.30
then got to rest a bit.
hais sianz.
at night got quarrel wif my sister.
dunno wad to do now.
in the afternoon, we message lik quite ok.
but till night it become lik that.
i the problem or could so call saying that my family is a problem.
haiya, fuck la.

2011-01-27T21:18:00.002+08:00

1) Are you sinqle or attached?
- single

2) Do you have a person you like?
- nope

3) What is the name of the person you're in love with?
- none la!

4)If the person you are in love with and your mother dropped into the sea, who will you save?
- the person i like.

5)Have you hug someone before?
- Yeah.

6)Do you love your parents?
- nope.

7)Will you hug the one you love?
- Like duh.

8)Are you willinq to do anythinq for your boyf/girlf ?
- maybe.

9)Are you jealous now ?
- No.

10)Who is the last person who msq you?
- denise

11)Who is your clique?
- sister.

12)Do you want babies in future?
- Depends.

13)Do you prefer MacDonald , long john silver or KFC ?
- kfc

14)Do you sniff glue?
- No.

15)Do you smoke ?
- No.

16)If your boyf /girlf played you, what will you do?
- Fucking blast his face.

17)If you're rich, what will you do?
Spend first then save . :O

18)If your love wants to hold your hand, what will you do?
- Hold his hand and never let go.

19)If the want you are in love with, reject you, what will you do?
- cry.

20)Who is your favourite idol/whatever?
- ella

21)Friendship or love?
- i think both ba.

22)Cookie monster or elmo?
- none.

23)Do you use a laptop or computer?
- laptop

24)Do you like lollipop ?
- I LOVE lollipop.

25)Do you have a diary?
- nope.

26)There is an admirer and wont die heart, what will you do?
- Let him be.

27)If you quarrel with your boyf / girlf, and he/ she ask for a break up, what will you do ?
- Depends.

28)Are you blur?
- Hell yeah.

29)If you can have your hair dyed , what colour do you want it to be?
- Ans : Blond :)

30)Who is the last person you chatted with?
- um, which kind..

31)How many boyf / girlf have you beaten before ?
- None. o.o

32)If your boyf / girlf do not love you anymore, what will you do ?
- Go on with my life.

33)What school are you in ?
- Pingyi secondary. :o

34)Tag 10 bestie or friends to do this quiz?
- People who wanna do. :D

2011-01-27T19:38:00.002+08:00

today, so fucking sleepy.
wake up late, and its a sudden wake up from my mother,
i get shocked.
and in the morning my eye pain pain.
after that go school, lucky didnt late.
go school.
sianz lik hell.
wanna sleep.
hais.
many things happen, but most of it is not prob. so dun talk about it.
4 plus we have our pe.
we play frisbee, but our frisbee is some kind of molest game haha ^^
after that wait for yvonne then just nice xr came down then go home together.
reach home help a while.
bath then use com.
byes...

2011-01-26T05:34:00.002+08:00

yst go school same thing..
keep reading my love story hahahh ^^
do my chem test yst.
suddenly forget everything.
wapiangs lei.
after school go denise house wif yvonne.
talk here and thr. haha
got do work also la...
came home.
bath.
then eat something then sleep.
while eating door bell rang.
i go check it up. no one.
then rang again when i outside when no one is thr ==
omg!!!

2011-01-25T05:50:00.001+08:00

yst.
school starts again.
sianz wan sleep sia.
in class sleep sleep sleep.
hais...
after school accompany my friend go chem remedial.
haha. quite help me lots.
then later go denise house.
play, chat and work.
we vry guai wan.
we got study haha ^^
baboom, bye bye....

2011-01-23T23:51:00.005+08:00

today go out to study wif yvonne.
meet up and go eat at wendy's
after that go starbuck and study.
then go walk walk
then go library.
after that pasir ris.
e hub!
pasir ris park (haven go in)
home.
upload pic now!!!

2011-01-22T19:07:00.002+08:00

yesterday after school go yvonne house change clothes.
then go woodlands to find friends and study.
heard that someone spread that i backstab her, nabei.
eh helllo, think first la.
or u want me to go ur school and throw ur face. fuck!!!
today act wan meet, but she humji, nvr reply joleen message.
fuck!!
humji then don find so many taiji.
wan find ownself settle.
i dun care u got back up not.
fuck u, u better come out!!

2011-01-21T05:47:00.000+08:00

'frustrated rose to the surface'

2011-01-20T05:43:00.000+08:00

yst got my ss pal.
i juz write some few words lol.
mathi liao.
after that goin on for lesson.
b4 recess i message yvonne. and then she lik quite sad.
i ask her wad happen she say nth.
recess time nvr come down.
i and xr keep finding her.
lol. then end up nth ==
hais.
after school go denise house study, then home.
byes.

2011-01-18T21:14:00.001+08:00

today school day.
hais.
my ss going to fail already. got to buck up.
do all the hw in school already. only left that english dunno wad to do.
then have the enrichment programme. lunch break zhao already.
meet jones.
go fareast and orchard.
the new shoes make my leg super pain la.
fuck. and. bye. ==

2011-01-17T21:49:00.002+08:00

today schooling...
all class lik nth, but lots of hw. omg!!!
after school act wan go woodlands, but then too far, and my friend dun wan me to waste a trip then awhile ltr go home.
so i and denise go manhattan eat, after that go her house.
study study till my love story =.=
haha ^^
completely confused in globalisaton, fuck damn god.
hais.
wish i can go up sec 5. and meet i and denise target which is poly then university.
thats all
byes...

2011-01-16T20:18:00.002+08:00

today do pineapple tarts early in the morning.
then go out wif yvonne.
meet xiao rong bao @ library.
cant find a place so we decided to go starbucks study at first.
ltr we decided to go mc cafe to study.
we go buy drinks thr too.
haven finish drinkng, cause of not enough sit, we got to give up the seat.
fuck!
like we nvr order anything lik that.
go fuck urself la.
then the fucking auntie give xiao rong attitude oso.
later i poke ur eyes out la.
after that we go kfc study.
oso got order drinks.
after that go ah ma house.
xiao rong bao and yvonne oso go.
then we go playground wif my cousin.
haha, yvonne and bao been tortured by my cousin, run here and thr, ahaha.
funny la.
later a bit they go home then me too.
juz reach home, bye bye. :)

2011-01-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

doing pineapple tarts juz now.
yvonne help too haha.
k,
bye,

2011-01-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

schooling..
lots of homework lol.
many things cropped up.
hais. wish all is peace..
byes.

2011-01-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

many many homework, so complicated lol.
haha, done my english cover page and i like it muchy muchy.
oh damn.
wahhahha
go denise house and show off.
haha^^
kays, byes...

2011-01-12T23:20:00.001+08:00

school....
hais not enough slp everyday, sianz.
wish others days will be much more better.
and hope my memory for my topic would all come back.
byes.

2011-01-10T22:06:00.002+08:00

school is damn boring lol.
k, get my o level result and its a fucking e8, as it is lik less than 10 marks to pass.. ==
fuck u la.
lolol ==
k, my heart feel weird, feel that all our relationship gone far away.
hope not so..
i hope we are together, especially denise tan <3
bye bye^^

2011-01-09T23:08:00.001+08:00

today go denise house.
fun!
eat, play, do work and go out..
after that then came home thats all...
byes...

2011-01-08T13:25:00.001+08:00

yst go denise house study wif yvonne.
have fun :DD
after that wanna go suntec.
then lots of prob crops out.
fuck!!
my every friend of mine, u oso think its bullshit.
fuck u.

2011-01-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

speechless to u...
btw my chinese teacher dunno how teach lol. wad format oso donno... ==
k, must work hard liao bye bye.

2011-01-05T21:16:00.001+08:00

go school.
its like a bored esp. maths...
lols.
cut hair...
i now then noe that i need to use the guy shaver(for hair). ==
bye bye

2011-01-04T22:23:00.002+08:00

btw this is all the photos wif jones :

2011-01-04T22:07:00.001+08:00

hais, so boring for the first day in school.
know some of them only lol.
haiya nvm la.
but i still wish to transfer to denise class, cause i know thr de people more...
celebrate yvonne birthday yst, haha, yvonne. lik our cake and our surprise??
wahahaha :DDDD
will miss u all de.
bye bye le...

2011-01-02T19:15:00.000+08:00

have a weird dream seriously, i wonder why....
work work work.
sianz....
hais hais.
bye.

2011-01-01T20:26:00.001+08:00

opening...
tired.....
come back around 6.
take two times of same bus because of overslept ==
sianz.
then reach home at 8 plus == nice one la.
wanna sleep early....
byes

2011-01-01T02:10:00.000+08:00

work~~
tired la~~
at night have new year eve dinner. wahahahha :DD
waiting for 2011 and we shout 'happy new year' and 'huat ah'
hahaha
lee is damn funny, hahaha. cant maintain la~~~
ok got to sleep.
tired liao..
bye bye.
work opening in the morning.....

2010-12-31T08:40:00.003+08:00

yst go out wif denise, going school first.
i forgot to take my hp, it's in bus. OMG!!!
go school take book list first then go take hp, after take hp go back school again.
hais. because of my idiotic 'mother'
after that go eat wif denise at pastamania, omg.
this thing.
thanks to denise for the ceasar dressing, hahaha :DDD
after that go denise house watch movie.
but all c half way except 'neighbor'.
after that came home do a bit of things.
then off i go to meet isabella and yvonne and oso my sister.
we going swimming again.
after swimming, we are going to take our belongings.
but funny thing is yvonne slipper are at the back ==
then we carry each other to take.
lolol.
after that bath and take some photos.
after that go eat kfc, eat a bit only. so i still hungry.
come back home and eat, then the 'mother' fucking noisy till today morning also noisy. ccb.
u think wad? lik i nvr work dun use that excuse la hoh.
btw this is the photo that i going to show:

2010-12-29T21:31:00.002+08:00

having fun @ wild wild wet wif myo myat and jones. OMG!!!
wahahahha :DDD
saw many army guys thr, its a shock. and i asking myself whether i will meet my bro not.
then i seriously saw my brother hahaa :DDD
after tat go city hall and eat myatmat food.
oh seriously too full. i will let u all c the photos a bit ltr...
oh. how i wish thr's more fun....
but vry tired oso la, bye bye....

2010-12-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

i waiting for tmr!!!
luv you <3<3<3
wahahhaa :DDD

2010-12-27T18:37:00.002+08:00

working working working.
aiya. today the fifth day liao.
5 day all not feeling well
this morning 4am wake up to go c doctor.
fuck, kanna molest ==.
bian tai la!~
just come back from work.
cant work cause of the pain :((
wish tmr will recover.
bye bye.

2010-12-26T10:03:00.002+08:00

cb, whole family die lah, chao cb.
help say i nvr help.
nabei.
not u kanna, u extra thr.
cb, eh u think u big i scare sibo.
u go think la, cb.
dun let me use computer??
u dare.
u dare la, i juz fucking throw the computer on the floor.
and c hu can use the fucking computer.
nabei.

2010-12-24T09:33:00.000+08:00

tired...
working working working.
tst receive message from ite.
lols.
but i cannot sign in now ==
sianz...
byes.

2010-12-22T09:49:00.002+08:00

wan guai lan wif me, i pay double to u! cb!!
many things happen and i hate it.
i wish its the one i like is at thr.
hais.
going to retain, and not same class wif my dearest sister.
i miss u muchy muchy~~~
finding someone to get the book list ==
sianz die...
working working working.
28 faster come.
i waiting for u.
haha, jones, i getting near to u <3<3<3
lala~
wish that i wont miss so much people in work place worhs.
i think i only miss some which is fun.
lala~~
especially jones, myo myat, lee, ko ko, jonah~~~
kiss goodbye.
maybe i next wk not working....
i going to rest one wk, b4 starting school.
bye aye....

2010-12-20T17:41:00.000+08:00

ite or retain???
still dunno yet ==
5 and 4 points in 'n' counted as 9 in 'o'
3 points in 'n' indicate as 7 or 8 in 'o'
2 points in 'n' indicate as 4 to 6 in 'o'
1 points equals to 1 to 3 in 'o'
so if i go retain and get in to sec 5 wif the points or 19.
it will be a struggle to go to poly.
better to get 14 points in total.
so thats not much to struggle with.
now even wif my points 21, going into ite oso got to say maybe.
if cannot go to ite then retain ==
if go ite then got to go higher nitec then poly.
sianZZ, help me choose.

seriously dunno how la, stress...

2010-12-20T01:15:00.001+08:00

decided to retain.
lolala.
hope can have a better result.
wad to do?~~~~
haha
bye

2010-12-19T08:37:00.001+08:00

deciding to go retain.
hope that i wont regret.
monday going back school to visit the principal.
hope can go denise class lol.
ah, nvm.

2010-12-17T20:30:00.001+08:00

change number liao.
but christmas gift liao.
choosing ite or retain nowwwwzzz.
impossible for me to choose ==
arghhhh, confused la~~~
bye bye la~~~

2010-12-17T09:45:00.002+08:00

oh my dearest denise. i will take off on monday ==.
so u wanna go out??
i changing my no. i message u.

to those hu dunno wad happen, let me make it understandable:
we known each other from jun hao. she his primary school friend.
we talk starting from facebook.
counted from that time onwards, we already known for 2 months plus.
we always go play pump pro.
lik a good friend.
then she know all my surrounding friend. adding my dearest denise.
she wanna meet her.
on that day its around 2nd wk.
she talk wif denise while i go off.
later i intro her the job.
then came to work. as me, jun hao and mandy are in.
trainers are my sister and others.
cause that mandy always didnt do things right, or quite slow. she get scolded.
but my sister is wanted her to learn, as she a bit lazy too.
and everytime she say she not free, its because she go play pump pro everytime, and its the time when work place need people to help.
so much of them dun trust her.
then got one time, is i quarrel wif jun hao. and she added in into this.
she dun understand me well, so she add in. we quarrel.
she delete me and some work place friends.
then she talk wif me in msn.
telling me to beware of my real sister, and my dearest sister.
then b4 she quit. she say that her mother hospitalise.
i dun believe, so i told jun hao, then i dun believe.
jun hao dunno y, he go tell mandy.
then i told her, its i onli say i dun believe, not others dun believe, and i nvr say she "confirm" go play.
and i say like that its some kind of talking bad about her.
but i told her, not lik we are not human beings, we talk back about people!
she still angry.
then i dun care laready.
she message my real sister, saying wad have i did.
and say her auntie and friends are not happy.
and sounds lik wanna call backup.
but we dun care much, she wannna lik that its just oni pushing her friends down to more trouble.
this is call not caring friends. ==
and wadever she dun lik, we got to listen meh, i just putting this sign "-.-", then she not happy wif me,
sry we dun need to follow u. we can put anytime we wan.
i told my sister wad she say about the beware of my sister, we luagh.
then i message my dearest sister, asking her whether got say anything bad about me.
she say no. i told her i wont be angry, because everyone talk bad about each other.
she still tell me that when she talk wif mandy at the 2nd wk.
mandy already talk bad about people.
she oso talk bad about others. (dun wan say hu)
but at their face, she act one vry nice.
wanna treat us mcflurry??
treat lol, we dun buy this, it just waste ur money.
she still say she will try to understand me??
hah, she nvr put in afford to it.
she just say say onli.
she talk wif me, its onli when jun hao is not around.
and recently i and jun hao, its not that close already.
and he quit its because of me and my sister at work time.
telling me he go for holidays?? cant believe.
and i dun think we are ever close again.
cause i dun believe every of ur single words.
friends can be friends, but not close friends as b4.
wanna say sth more, but cant say anymore, cause i dun wanna spread out all.
for ur info spammers, u could see it thr, have a long time reading.
btw i was wrong, i putted her jian.
but she not any special friend, and normal friends to me.
bye.

2010-12-16T01:11:00.000+08:00

tiredness~~~
sianz die.....
today a bit dulan.
hais, nvm. dun talk about it.
friday is coming....
bye.

2010-12-15T08:06:00.001+08:00

tired tired tired.
working working working.
i wanna sleep......
hp no money.
sry denise, i cant reply u back.
but i already put thursday and sunday off for u :DDD
i wan the video too ==
bye bye

2010-12-14T00:49:00.001+08:00

this is the best band performance that i really looking forward and paying attentiveness to. it's wonderful that i seriously have no words to say. especially the last piece. omg, its damn cute pls~~~~ pls let it go for more competition and i could say that wif our creativeness we will won gold everytime :DDDDD good job, band members. we always cheering for u :)

today go out wif denise to the band performance, just i say, i like it bery bery muchy.
haha ^^
have fun thr too.
saw many familiar face ( that of course, haha )
ok, i too lame.
nth to do.
bye.
working from op to cl, only monday and friday off.
sayonara.
sherlyn.

2010-12-13T01:04:00.002+08:00

working working working.
sianzzzz.
next wk only monday and friday off.
then the other all op to cl. hais.
can i have a short break.
i need rest rest rest.
but currently our restaurant not enough people so i have to work :((
going out wif my dearest denise tmr, :DDD happy happy.
no appetite recently, y ah??
make sure i recover wif my appetite. i wanna eat.
i hungry, but dun feel like eating, a bit lazy to eat?!
hais.
sleepy~~~~
bye, ^^

2010-12-09T01:11:00.001+08:00

now wad generation liao. pls lah. grown up dun be that childish. hais.
tmr going out wif my dearest. oh i like i like.
imiss her bery bery muchy. <3<3
all the hearts for u <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
haha
byebye.
tmr got to wake up early to meet her. if not she kill me, :P hahaha :DDD

2010-12-07T08:11:00.002+08:00

things sure will happen.
and my fault is i cant hope this relationship.
i miss u, i will still find u. and i really wanna find u.
if u not by my side, i lose half of my life.
cause u are important to my life.
in my friends and sister list, u are the greatest of all.
i angry, u are willing to hear me out.
i realised that if we fight, yup sometime our relationship fade. but mostly it goes stronger.
i will tell u when i have the leave.
love u,
sherlyn <3
thank you very much that u appear in my life :) <3

2010-12-06T12:47:00.002+08:00

haha, c someone tagboard. that have a conference.
got someone say that jian is all the backstabber, ka people jiao wei. blah blah blah.
of course i noe mah~~~
thats right so i dun think i put it wrong.
aiya, dun care la~~
care for wad mah.
because i not that childish.
but tks to her, i noe wad thing!
that is to protect ur precious. and dun think every friend will stand up for u.
calling back up will just hurt ur friend. cause u lead them to jail and i think if u are this kind of friends that always call back up.means u are not taking care of ur friend.
oh, how hurtful.
later meeting my friends that i so long nvr meet. got many thing to say. :DDD
bye bye.
no work today ~~~

2010-12-06T02:15:00.002+08:00

yeap yeap updating, because denise say that her friend 'jan jan' say my blog is dead.
working la~, so so busy la~~~~
i donno why, but i keep laughing for lots of things haha ^^
this few days keep messaging denise rubbish. haha ^^
haiyo, tmr i cannot go, how??
i wan go la~~~
i heard from someone that someone is saying my bad because i put right beside her name jian!!!
funny la funny. i can c ur account la....
and i dun care wad u tok about me, cause it didnt affect me.
and did i say u plan wad, oso nope la.. he plan he problem. none of my problem.
blah blah.
and u this ''pretty girl'', yeap, any question u wan to ask me??
heheh :DDD funny la funny, so so funny.
y recently de days so funny, cannot maintain la~~~
hahaha....
wo like this. <3<3<3
going out tmr going out tmr.
wahahaha. :DDDDD
funny, funny, funny :DDDD
bye bye.
i free then update la~~~
lazy to update.... :DDDDD

2010-12-03T18:30:00.003+08:00

hi hi :DD
from denise that tell me to update my blog.
haha
i oovoo-ing with her haha
her webcam fail la~~
haiyo.
problem lah her.
cannot tahan. haha :DDD
still cannot maintain lei. ^^
change ur webcam la, denise~~~
haiyo.
and dun sing pls,
glass breaking la~~~
haha ^^
cannot maintain maintain.
haha.
talking about someone now.
haha.
saying the bitch worhs.
haha ^^
cannot maintain.

2010-12-02T02:29:00.000+08:00

omg, childishness la~ grown up la pls..
work many hours so tired dun feel lik sleeping now.

2010-11-28T12:59:00.001+08:00

so childish of u lolol.
so damn tired because of work.
hais.
didnt go out even i off.

2010-11-25T10:02:00.002+08:00

work work work,
everytime work morning then night come back.
not enough sleep.
wah, yst kan dulan.
the dishwasher last min than giv me the culinary to wipe.
and then i still found 20 plus culinary not clean.
nabei.
then for doing runner, should top up the sauce.
should make it clean, and everything been arrange nicely.
but when i don runner, it dont.
it lik a total mess.
wah, nabei. nice one sio.
this one i like!

2010-11-20T08:41:00.004+08:00

work work work,
so many hours @ work.
so tired lol~~
quarrel quarrel quarrel,
so many fucking quarrel.
but now i understand, most importantly is if they wan then they wan.
if they dun wan then dun wan.
just treat all of them lik normal.
and dun care much :)
just ended the chalet oso.
i did something wrong, hais.
sianz la~~~
but they photo with some other.
thinking that maybe this is ur class last meeting.
but no one cry ==
haha ^^
all having fun la~~
btw this is my photos that i currently trying to show from chalet. by my lau lau ^^

this is me, bao and lau lau. :)) <3

this is me, bao and lau lau. :)) <3

girls group.

girls group.

me and lau lau <3<3

me and lau lau <3<3

me, lau lau and zhen wen <3<3

2010-11-14T07:43:00.001+08:00

work work work,
so tiring...
Thursday going class chalet, yes :DDD
overnight :DDDD

2010-11-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

work work and work.
byes.

2010-11-09T09:37:00.001+08:00

working working working~~~
work is not a playground, and u don need to c how the pay b4 u work.
if thats make a habit then ur future will be gone.
so if u really dun understand wad i say, then nvm.

2010-11-07T22:57:00.001+08:00

working...byes.

2010-11-07T00:40:00.000+08:00

today work~~~~
hais many things happen.
work is not a joke thats all. byes