Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:01 PM

today early go school study...
then go for assembly at parade sauare then go up to the hall for exam...
quite ok for maths..but then poa cant balance..so sad...
act wan go lan meet elaineand denise but end up didnt..cause they nvr go...
later go jia feng house then go library study..
currently studyin wif sheng wei and jia feng..
talk thr...
then i have a feelin of bein alone....
i juz donno why..
is it i very "fan" or wad??
i juz couldnt understand...
i feel that many people hate mi...and i oso feel that not only others my surroundin friends too!!
but wad can i do...
and is it that i got somethin that u wan so that u r be wif mi??
i really donno...but i hate the world...
y cant i have the joy and fun lik others...
it seems lik i am vry hateful to others..
others hate me cause of my attitude or wad..
or they juz don wan mi...
i juz realize that even my close friend dislike me..it make me seem lik i a worm everytime follow them...is like the world r against me...
i don even noe wad happen or wad thin make others dislik me..
WHY I CANT HAVE MY OWN HAPPINESS AROUND ME...
Y AM I VRY LONELY??
CANT I HAVE THE JOY AND FUN OTHERS ALWAYS HAVE??
CANT I JUZ HAVE THE HAPPINESS AND UNLONELYNESS SURROUNDIN ME...
OR IS IT I REALLY DON HAVE THE FATE TO HAVE THEM...
I JUZ DONNO...
I JUZ WISH THAT MY LONELINESS R GONE...
I REALLY DONNO WAD TO SAY BUT THE FEELIN R ALL IN ME...
AND I DON EVEN NOE WHETHER HU IS MY TRUE FRIEND...
OR IS IT I DON HAVE IT??
I DON EVEN NOE HU HATE ME...
i juz feel lik this....
even my parents did it to me as well..
u at home juz cant u help it...u juz wanna someone haven come back to help it...
everytime wait for us...juz cant u free u juz do it..or u juz wanna c tv sleep eat only..
wtf r u thinkin cant u juz think...or r u stupid...
i alreadly bein not in a good mood...u juz make it more worst..r u tryin to kiddin me??
juz don make me peace off...fucker...
wad wanna u wan me to do??
u juz lik big boss sittin thr juz wanna the others to serve u...
u juz act lik big boss...wtf..
don tell me that u r juz lik this...
sign off;
by,
sherlyn....the loner hu does not have the mood to talk...