Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Last blogged @ 12:18 AM

This few day night can't sleep. Sleep already also awhile wake up. Tsk damn tired sia. Btw today went school and denise pass me the present. Thanks a lot. And especially some is private haha. Btw thanks. Today talk with the principal hais. Need wait till wednesday. Sian

Friday, June 24, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:20 AM

I think I miss playing with you...

Thursday, June 23, 2011
Last blogged @ 1:43 PM

lolol.. someone tell me to post a long wan... but i not sure wad i gonna post lei..
hehe :DDD
sry that i misunderstand you, i thought wad u written is me.
sry... but why u don wan hold on to ur phone ah. everytime give boys take only.. haiyo..
wan message u bery difficult de lei.. haha ^^


hais go work. few things happen..
my bro thr got some problems out thr...
tsk tsk...
i wish yesterday message could help u alot.
i really wish u could come back, back to ur normal self, fun and all that..
i don want u to change to something more worse...
hope u take my words, i not sure will u visit my blog, but i still will post it..
hope u recover soon. :DD
nvr know the truth then i will help u find out, today i will ask boss myself, ok ?? :D
byebye readers, cause nothing more to post liao..
bye...

Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Last blogged @ 12:54 AM

Today wake up then use internet. After that going to work. Early working. Hehe. Fun there. Work work work. Deco my dessert. Hehe. Naise. But manager say cannot. If want to deco then ownself buy. Sad la. No money.
Btw I know you will be reading this. Not that I don't want. Is that I can't. You know how serious am i, right? I won't play a fool but if because of this you have double thinker of our relationship. I seriously don't know what to do. I hope or how I wish you could understand me. But for this long time, I not sure you make me as a friend or sister but for me you are my forever sister. But I know that it somehow will end. Aah!! Shit la. Don't know what to think. I hate to think! My mother don't allow me to work hotel. She say school reopen liao. But I fucking don't want to attend school can someone help me. I am now full of stress that no one could ever think of. I'm such a failure. Sorry.....

Monday, June 20, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:12 PM

Xoxo.
Today fun mah?
Heheh. Confirm fun de la.
I and my sister go just acia to eat. Heheh.
On the way talk yea. A lot of things. My studies all. Heheh. She knew that denise is heheh good to me. Yea. Haha. Cause my study or could say going school affect me a lot. Hais. Full of trouble thinking. tsk Tsk.
Go there eat. Free flow of drinks and ice cream. Lala. The picture of the food I will pork it on facebook so yea. If you know me you could see. never add me then see how lol. See whether I want to add you so you can see or not lol. Heheh.
After eating go shopping shopping. Go to a shop where there is lots of cute things. Especially the tissue with cute picture but I go there the tissue left three different kind only so I buy one and I left my number there so they can contact me when there's stock. I hope it come real soon.
After that I go to eighteen chefs to see see. Then go home.

Ok. Finally somebody time is reaching. I gonna post a long post to this girl name denise tan hua ching. Hehe. Must write full name more better ah. Hahaha. She ah. So so naughty ah. Tsk tsk. cannot tagant haha. She buy me lots me things and total up costing more than 200 bucks. Wah!! Hen duo lei. You know what she buy. She buy bear for me. Another one is hais. Shy shy la. She buy for me bra lei. Haiyo. You know how she know my size? Because she pervert mah. Haiyo. She touchy touchy me so she know the size hahaha. And then others ah. Tsk tsk. She don't want tell me. I think she shy shy la. Or she give me a thing that couldn't be tell. Erm. Is it undergarments or wad ah. Haiyo shy shy la. She too pervert le la. Haiyo. Tsk tsk. hahaha. Full of thanks to this girl la. She seriously accompany me when I am high or low. I too high also because of her de la. Saw her I high until don't know where liao. haha. Thanks for accompany me all time. I don't know after you left here will we still contact or not. you going to live somewhere far liao. Hais. I sure will miss you de. Remember everytime after school I will go your house de. hais. You not living there liao. Still live so far how am I going to find you? Hais. I alone liao mah~ sad sad=( how how la. Tell me tell me mah~

Last blogged @ 12:32 PM

Yesterday and today never work. Yesterday wake up late then use computer and then go grandma house and eat. Then today I and my sister go somewhere secretly haha. Ok updated. Credits to demise lolol.

Friday, June 17, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:56 PM

Lolol. Today I a bit ki siao and I don't know why. Seems like today is a good day to me. Jokes all the way. No unhappy things happen. Early go the morning go work. Parents not at home, yea!! Work all the work, and I so fucking happy. Hehe. Ok that's all nothing to post Already as all is like jokes. Hehe. =D

Thursday, June 16, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:29 PM

Today early in the morning heard all that. Super hate. Luckily later they go sleep then I use computer today same thing go work early. Don't want to stay at home with then. Today go there like so fucking boring. I thought that tomorrow I could work half day so to meet my cousin long time never meet then le. Miss them. But that manager give me a whole day saying that there is not enough people I seriously angry and sad with that. Because I seriously want meet them. But then okay le. Hais it is just damn not a good day. Tomorrow work opening. So happy because don't need stay at home. Yea.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:08 PM

Today is my second post. Today go work like so fucking early. Never been that early before except if I skip school la.. Lolol. I feel that I go that is better than staying at home. Yeah that's true. At there I don't need to listen to what I don't want to hear. That's good. Ok. Start working. Around 8plus or 9 they call I don't even know why. I call back, no one answer. Best! So I don't fucking care now, I won't call back or even answer. Reach home. All asleep. Best! I have my own free time. Don't need to listen more of the shit. I can sleep tightly. Yea! Awesome, friday going out with cousin. Long time never meet le hehe. That's all for today. Hope for tomorrow good day. If can't tahan I will go for work early also. Nice.

Last blogged @ 1:17 PM

Yesterday, after working. I go out with hakim, aaron, farah and one of her friend. We go to pasir ris farm way prawning. It is fun. But somebody keep calling me and I super hate it. Wtf you keep calling I already told you I going out. And so what if i'm a girl, I grown up. I already 17. Please la. Can you don't disturb me or not. A happy day via occasion you can make it worse. Seriously I hate you. I fucking hate you so fucking much. I went home around 3 and I fucking feel like staying there don't even want to go home. But no matter what I still have to go home cause of the person. When straight home after hakim send aaron, open the door. What I didn't want to hear came out. Seriously fucking noisy. And I don't care and went on to sleep. This Morning, she fucking wake up and fucking check my bag. How old am i, check my bag? Oh, you fucking check that I got smoke. So? Early in the morning fucking noisy. Wtf. Today, I will go work fucking early because I don't want to stay at home looking at your bloody face. And too you fucking throw my face. I don't even have face now. I wanna stop my own life kill myself or whatsoever. Yesterday, denise message me about ice skating. I don't know how to skate and she tell me rather don't skate because I will hurt myself. I say good ah. I rather die then staying alive now with this kind of life. Seems like death is better than living to me nowadays. I tired of living like that because of you people. I hate you all to death. If singapore don't have law all that. I will fucking take a knife now and do what I wanted to do. Let's die together is the favourite words, That I like the most.
Btw I update my blog is because of denise, she wanted me to post everyday. Might as well I post everyday what kind of freaking life I had. This year I don't have a happy birthday, indeed I have a very unhappy birthday. My friend, farah knows that and wanted to celebrate my belated birthday but I can't go out because of you again. Thanks to you, I live in miserable. Actally I want to create another blog with saying all the happy moments. But I don't need now. Cause I don't have. Thanks.

Thursday, June 2, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:29 AM

currently working at eighteen chef outside east point mall.
work there more than one month going 2 le...
i feel a lot of happy times there..
i feel like working day whole life..
haha, but that wont do..
now i thinking of two job as currently eighteen chefs is overloaded..
thinking of working the previous job of mine wif my sister..
but all the shirt and apron all that donno go where liao...
haha ^^ i think it contains lots of dust already...
hais...currently my life is full of problems..
lots and lots of problem...
i care about others, but they think it is irritating and showing of attitude..
i ownself also think of showing attitude already..
as far as i know, i think no one understand me...
i use to be a hyper girl, but now no more.. i seems like a quiet girl instead...
everything turns upside down for me...
i don't wish to be like that..
or must i change my attitude and being uncare about others..
but i cant change my attitude, and everytime people finds me when they break down..
how can i dont care them??
put them alone to their grave or wad??? no!! impossible would i do that...
but still thinking i seriously donno wad to do..
and nowadays i seriously don wan to study and still intend to quit school..
and my darling sister, denise, keep advise me to go on to study...
but i make up my mind, it couldnt be change...
and nowadays i have june intensive programme in school..
i promise to go except for my birthday..
but i break the promise and instead i only go only on tuesday...
even my mother don't know cause i tell her no school...
but if i seriously go back, i either sleep or will go facebook....
so it's no different...
and i too lazy to get up for school too...
how i wish everything go stable for me...
but it is impossible..
everytime something will occur...
hais... seriously donno wad to do..
yesterday message my darling sister... we quarrel...
and after that she say she understand me, i donno it's truth or not cause i everytime are sensitive...
she say it will change.. but when??
i wish it change for now..and not after lots of days or so..
i seriously rather die than live....
later meeting my friend to drink b4 going to work..
i hope it could make my heart feel better...
thanks to my darling sister, i know that u would care for me, but i this stupidity girl donno how to appreciate sry... =((