Monday, April 11, 2011
Last blogged @ 6:21 PM

This is my story via my past life.


Characteristics:


For primary school: Rennie, Jasmine and Hui Xian.


Secondary one’ 2007: Xiao Rong, Jun Hao, Jun Hui, He Tong and etc.


Secondary two’ 2008: Yvonne, Charmaine, Madgeline, Winnie, Jun Hao, Jun Hui and etc.


Secondary three’ 2009: Jia Feng, Xiao Rong, Kexin, Jun Hao, Jun Hui, Denise and etc.


Secondary four’ 2010: Jia Feng, Xiao Rong, Kexin, Jun Hao, Jun Hui, Yvonne, Denise, Mandy and etc.


Secondary four’ 2011: Soo Chin, Joleen, Jolian, Yvonne, Xiao Rong, Denise, Kexin, Jia Feng and etc.


My story in primary school life:


In primary school, my life sucks to the hell. I still remember, when I am in my primary school, I usually go chase the guys with a love letter on my hand. Sometime, I will tell my friends to send it for me. Oh, I damn so funny at that time. For friendship, I not that good can instead say it as sucks. I have group of friends and we usually quarrel. Seriously don’t even know what to do. In primary school, everyone is so childish, saying: “Don’t friend her ah, she blah blah blah.” All that kind of piece of shit. Then we usually fight because of some useless thing. And say each other bad or secret. Like backstabber. We seem to be childish at that time. And I remember when I in primary school, I don’t have much friends. All of them seem like hating me. And at that, I seriously don’t know what to do. I seem to be a loner. That’s my primary school life. Overall, it’s sucks to the hell.


My story in secondary one’ 2007:


I went to secondary school already. I always hope it will be much better. So in primary school life, I started my whole new life. First day in school is someone else talks to me first. We have the secondary one orientation at don’t know where, that one I seriously forget. We have a lot of fun there. Fun~~~ I still remember that something happen when we have the camping. The bee sting>< oh my god!!! Luckily, I didn’t get sting. Seriously, one sting also doesn’t have. It is so bloody funny. And for the following days till the end of the year. I have one group of friends. I am so funny because I found my friends. We have many happy moments there. And on that time we have god-sister and more. We all are like one big family. That time I remember I like acting ‘ah lian’. That’s so funny. I seriously hope that we can go back to secondary one which we have lots of fun. So fun with them. Our relationship is very close.


My story in secondary two’ 2008:


I in the class of 213, and it is like so ridiculous. In that class, have a lot of gangster. The secondary one friend left with Jun Hao and Jun Hui same class with me. Others are not in the same class. And our relationship also fades a lot. Now left with us we are always together, our relationship still quite ok,

even though not as good as secondary one because of the other classmates. I remember in this class I act like “ah lian”. And everyone hates me. Hates the way I do thing too. But at that time, my result is very good. I feel so happy. But then friendship is the other case. Friendship seriously sucks until hell. Many people talk behind me, I hate it so freaking much. And I remember that I still have problems with some other girls. Got one time with Winnie, I got taiji. And I got to go opposite settle. That time I seriously not happy with her. And for the others they keep talking bad about me, and sometime I would talk back because I think that they are acting ah lian too. That year seriously make me mad.


My story in secondary three’ 2009:


In secondary three I change because it’s a new class, it makes me change. I not in the same class with Chin Hao and Jun Hui anymore rather same class with Xiao Rong. In that class, I realized that I not that act “ah lian” already. I’m change to that kind of willing to study type. Maybe is because of the class that make me change. And in that class I know a lot of other friends via classmates. It seems closer with them already. But in opposite I not that close with Xiao Rong too. I instead closer to my new friend Jia Feng. And for my Chinese class, I same class with Denise I know her from secondary one already. But in secondary one we are not close. But since that she in my Chinese class so we talk a lot. And then we become closer. So I started to have a group, but they seem not to be closer and instead further away. So I totally have three groups which are Denise, Jia Feng and Xiao Rong. And at that time got one classmate of mine make me super mad, she named Kexin. Because every time I go to different group, not always just only stay with one group. Then she would say, “Eh? U not with them already?” “Why now u come to Jia Feng?” At that time I seriously pissed off by her. And that time I almost every day quarrel with her. That time I also will be close to her, and at that because of her I will always ask myself, if concerns about someone are wrong then how it could be? At that time, friendship always is so complicated, I got my own attitude, and she has hers. At that time I hate her so much, and at that I seriously think that I only closer to Denise, Jia Feng and Xiao Rong. Even some time we have some fights via quarrel but we still can save back our friendship. I still remember every time I would go to Jia Fend or either Denise house. We are like super close.


My story in secondary four’ 2010:


I in a class with the same classmates, but this time round with my classmates not going well. For my friends it is still the same. And every time the same thing that I will quarrel via fight with my friends. More and more occurred up, especially Kexin, I already secondary four, I am still childish saying not to steal my friends away. Kexin always with Jia Feng, and every time make me and her can’t get along that well anymore. After quarrel via fight with her for a long time, then I suddenly reflect myself. And ends up I know that I am in the wrong, so I say sorry. I don’t know why I will have this kind of thing in my brain saying to reflect myself. At that time, I remember we have our math project. And we every time go Jia Feng house to do the project. And in that group have me, Jia Feng, Kexin and Don. In this project, most of the time is quarrel and fight; most of times nearly don’t know what to do. And got one day, the competition day is coming, on that day, Kexin keep talking. And we say that why she don’t do her own self. During that year, I’m not that close with Denise because in different class already, I closer with Xiao Rong that group, at that time I am that not close to Yvonne too. Because many people talk bad about her. During the year end, I know one girl named Mandy. She is Jun Hao primary school friend. we starting to be together, we often go arcade to play pump pro. That time we enjoy ourselves, we still work at manhattan together adding jun hao too. But many things did happened and from the happening then i know that i make a wrong choice of friends. I seriously regret it, and now then i know even thought the new friends that we meet just less than one month also will kanna back stab by the someone. Seriously don't know what to do, and too another that we knew for a long time that the someone suddenly change and become another person that will make us end our relationship. don't wish to talk about it anymore, working is lots of fun even thought it is very tired but i enjoy it. And denise and her family got visit me and eat there, oh, i so touched, i love her too much :D oh, i get the result of 'N' level, i get 21 points and i can decide to retain or go ite, it make a huge different so i think quite a lot and at the end, i decided to retain.


My story in secondary four’ 2011:


I now retain. I knew new friends in that class and everyone is like welcoming me. i so touched by them. i knew many of them even thought i not quite good in memorising names but at least i knew some, and at least the girls. First of all the girl that always are with me when starting of the year is soo chin, jolian, joleen, hidayah, nabilah, suhaila and some others. ya also still got denise, yvonne, xiao rong and too sueli. we are so good always until the day of soo chin birthday. Something happened during soo chin birthday, she and her only one a time in one year. And i accused denise and sueli, seriously didn't know what i thinking of. How come i like that? The end of friendship with my classmates and sueli. Denise still forgive me, she secure the relationship of me and her. i so touched by her. And recently get quarrel with yvonne and xiaorong, is it that i taking care and fell like an anxious when i didn't receive any message is a wrong. I don't understand why some of them don't understand. yea, my attitude sucks too, i knew that, i don't know how to change, i trying to control it. Only denise know that, but she everytime say i like her mother. I old :( Now i could trust is only her and the only one. The rest i don't care le, cause only denise appreciate it. And denise, i love you so much, u secure our relationship, but i wish u could help me with a thing which is my attitude, scold me when i am in the wrong because i know u will and u can. love you, denise. <3 :D


THE END!!!


Btw thanks to denise for the post because she save this post in order to post it. haha ^^ keep chasing me for posting it haha ^^ must credit her ah :DD

Friday, April 8, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:12 PM

To MISS DENISE TAN HUA CHING
haha ^^ personally just for u haha ^^
sorry for my attitude today :((
i have my bad tempered..
i would like to change but i couldnt.
hais...u help mi???
wo ai ni.. <3


many things happen this long few days...
but i nvr update because i lazy.
haha ^^
i regret staying back this year..
hais..
wish can go back to last year so that i could change everything again.
for now, the only one i TRUST is only her and the only one :DD
that none other than the name i mention b4...
even though i and her not that good because of wad happen...
but she secure it.
she let me feel better and i seriously feel quite touched by her..
i think only she could understand me and stop my attitude and also by scolding me to wake me up...
DENISE TAN HUA CHING, wo ai ni <3