Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Last blogged @ 11:04 PM

lazy to write a long post, so i just summarise it!
working with a high and low mood, but i doesn't want to affect my performance in work,
so i keep the low in my heart and put the high in my face.
so everything went quite well..
school starts, and i just so sleepy as always. everyday start 8, except for wednesday
always got to wake up so fucking early just because of school
and i don have enough sleep for the whole day and i always sleep in class
so it's like somehow i nvr go school, cause i didn't even study,
trying to concentrate also cannot, too tired.
so i feel like dropping out from school and aim for f&b line.
just waiting for my mum to be free and have a h2h with her.
this is what i feel now. just hope that i won't regret to my own decision.
i thinking of you everyday. just hoping that u will realise. so please realise soon, okay?
byes.

Sunday, July 29, 2012
Last blogged @ 12:34 AM

27th july (friday)
early in the morning wake up, but not going school.
meeting afy~~ haha, it's like so funny and full of craps with him
it makes me forget a lot of thing.
after meeting him, i go work at jack's place(lastday)
the last day, wapiangs eh, new worker that have already work near one month still donno how to work, wtf?!
while working i accidentally drop one cup and i forget that i shouldn't pick up
and i hurt my own hand
pain pain ><
after that meet patrick, yvonne and xr, go walk walk awhile and go 18 chefs to makan dinner
after that around closin then go back,
and it's like wtf my stomach super pain like hell.
fainting soon -.-
after that reach home and use computer <3

28th july (saturday)
go work early in the morning doing all the stuff
sleepy seh, and stomach still got a bit pain, hais...
work work, and disturb people like one idiot. and i just reach home.
ok. updated. and. bye. x.x

Thursday, July 26, 2012
Last blogged @ 11:29 PM

25th july (wednesday)
school starts at 10, me and naz go school late purposly. haha ^^
take 72 until yck then take mrt haha ^^
haha, saw A class mates and tell him to pass the message to afy that we taking cab, but it's a prank.
but afy nvr come school, bastard me haha ^^
around 5 go home, too sleepy ah. cannot tahan.

26th july (today)
school starts at 8, reach there around 8.15
naz ah naz sick liao still wan fast, cannot understand u lei,
haha, lucky u break fast and eat sth, if not u gonnna faint
i can't carry u home, u know??
haha
meet afy at library slack awhile then go meet my classmates and slack,
fasting today, but because naz break fast want to smoke, so i smoke also,
but i still never eat and drink, and only smoke one stick haha ^^
after that when practical break, i chabot and go find A class mates haha ^^
after that slack with A class mates at plaza. then go off with afy to break fast at woodlands
take 187 from school to woodlands, all the way laughing wth afy. haha ^^ jaw pain liao
then after that wait for timing to past and makan when it's time to break fast.
lucky we never puke out what we eat when laughing, haha ^^
after eating go smoke, talk a lot and off we go :D
take 168 bus home, but cause of sleeping in bus i reach until bedok, overstop alot -.-
then take bus 18 home. hais...
bye bye

Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Last blogged @ 9:42 PM

22th july (sunday)
sunday go work at eighteen chefs.
work opening pantry to 3, 6 to 9. lolol
three hours break, trolol
never go grandma house again cause don't feel like going! haha ^^
after that slack until closing, then i take the key from uncle william.

23th july (monday)
never go school, but will be working.
reach 18 chefs around 6 plus. siao!!!
go there wanna do waffle but no butter, too bad.
then do garlic bread half way and go sleep for one hour.
after wake up then continue doing, after that cut lemon.
then wait for baby farah to reach.
the day over there is not good!! feel so pissed off
one of my colleague talk like a needle piercing into someone heart, hais.
lucky i work until 6.
slack awhile and off to find xr and vonne.
accompany them go interview. haha^^
talk with them about everything, it gives me a sort of relax.
and somemore three of us is not going to work jack's place anymore.
omg! jack's place gonna lack of a lot of staff!!
after interview go makan jack's place (shiok)
after that very late go home, then mother kpkb.

24th july (tuesday)
today go school, hais, overslept. so sleepy!
go school with nazrul and all the way sleeping, damn tired.
first period pe, haven wake up yet, not playing very good. haha ^^
but sweat like hell
after pe bath, like a shiok only!
then go for lifeskills and care lesson. sleeping!~
after that go makan lunch, eat half plate cannot eat anymore.
then go off to find xr by skipping the last lesson
omg! attendance is dropping.
meet xr and makan kfc, wonder why kfc i can eat finish but not the others, haha ^^
after that slack awhile and xr go off at 6 plus.
go jack's place awhile, seems like so long nvr go there already.
after that go library find nazrul, slack and smoke. and home.
byes

Sunday, July 22, 2012
Last blogged @ 1:06 AM

20th july'12 (friday)
skip school today, meet patrick early in the morning.
after meeting him go makan prata and slack awhile, we go to 18 chefs workplace.
actually should be working at jack's place at night but then 18 chefs need people so i help them
told the manager that i can't go jack's and work cause i got sth on. then i kanna fuck.
haha... but still never go jack's place.
but at night too much people, omg, damn tired.
end work and slack outside 18 chefs.
one auntie working at jack's place live simei, and saw me outside 18 chefs
and ask me why today i nvr work, they have no enough staff.
then she ask me is it that today i working at 18 chefs.
i say no, no, no. i just reach only, lucky i have my home clothes sia, haha ^^
after that go home.

21th july'12 (saturday)
today work opening to closing. tired max. nothing much to say but today's day is quite fun
nothing more. byes

***WAITING FOR A GUY TO OPEN MY HEART, IF IT'S YOU, MEANS IT'S YOU. <3***

Thursday, July 19, 2012
Last blogged @ 11:13 PM

17 july'12 (tueaday)
school ends until 4.30, so damn tired.
all the way in practical class sleeping...
after that guo wei come and fetch me
him, me, nazrul, boy star and hakim slack awhile.
after that home.

18 july'12 (wednesday)
yesterday end class around 4.30 also..
so late!! i meeting patrick to have a walk.
quite fun going out with him!!
but on that day seriously mood fuck up cause of family and classmates.
hope to control my temper again and again. i don't wanna my temper to fire up!

19 july'12 (today)
today school end around 4.30 also. omg!! school always end late.
after school straight go 18 chefs to find patrick they all.
otw there, me and nazrul talk to each other, as we already promise to say out everything to each other no matter what happen as bro and sis.
hopes that we can overcome all circumstance.
meet patrick they all and while i going back home soon, my temper a bit flows up!
so sry to both of u that, i show temper to you all
i think it always the same thing, my family my family my family!!!
lucky my temper didn't fire up to the fullest, i scare if i did, i damage our brother-sister hood!
just hope that everything will be fine.
byes..

Monday, July 16, 2012
Last blogged @ 7:35 PM

14 july (sat)
work back @ eighteen chefs, working opening to closing pantry.
even though i'm too tired but working there is a lot of fun <3
i just love the way my colleuge are, true love to all of my colleuge <3
after working, imma slack with sery, patrick and gurwin...
after that back home

15 july (sun)
working opening pantry again, but go work super early to do waffle ^^
end work @ 3, but got to wait until 10.30 for everyone to end their work and go farah house together
lucky, yvonne is studying @ starbuck @ simei, so i not that boring.
work ends, and all of us go to farah house to celebrate farah nephew's birthday
go there and makan makan then go back home.
sleep around 2 plus... hais..

16 july (today)
today didn't go school, accompany nazrul waiting for bus.
meeting patrick and gurwin, after that we go eighteen chefs. fun fun too <3
after that meet guo wei and go jack's place.
after that home.
later gonna go eighteen chefs again to accompany mr hakim. haha ^^ (you see i so good)
nothing else and byez..

Saturday, July 14, 2012
Last blogged @ 1:07 AM

wednesday 11/7
schooling at 10 (the only latest one),
ending at 4.30.
having work at 6.30, gonna rush
reach tampines around 6.30??
rushing to change clothes first and alll that, somemore haven eaten yet, shit!
after that scold the manager, haha ^^ , too tired cannot work on wednesday ah~
somemore i work got a lot of customer (wonder why)...
somemore thursday start school at 8!!!
after work go back home, bath and sleep.

thursday 12/7
go school at 8, omg like so sleepy only!!!
reach around 9am, cause too many people, can't even get on bus.
ending aroun 4.30 also.
jun hao come to find me, but i can't accompany him, cause he watching movie and i no money.
so he go off firstt, and i slack with nazrul and boy star.
after that meet yvonne and sam, but boy star go back home.
playing in the bus and everyone too tired and sleep.
accompany yvonne and sam makan.
then go home. lols...

friday 13/7 (today)
go school at 8 and end at 9.45 like that
go slack until 12 and off i go.
actually going to find jun hao and go out but he going out with michelle they all.
and i still wonder michelle forgive me or not, because i spoil her birthday because of that happening
so i didn't go with him, i go and meet xiao rong.
but b4 meeting xr, i go eighteen chefs first, and i miss them a lot.
tmr i gonna work there from opening to closing
meet xr at tampines and we walk all the way to tampines stadium to find jun hao awhile.
after that ash, nina, michelle they all come.
we use to be very close last time and now not!
the atmosphere is very weird and i don't like, how i miss last time!
thinking of that thing again this few days and i feel so stress and sad.
what am i going to do??????
hopes everything went well...
go library alone cause xr go home and around 10 i go fetch sery baby.
slack awhile and home.
hope that our friendship could be like last time b4 that happening, i miss the times...
byes....

Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Last blogged @ 9:46 PM

morning school -.-
meet shakilla, uzair, luffy, sharizah and syahmi, then go in to school for pe.
didnt know where the pe lesson is held.
walking up and down, and also trying to contact classmates
and finally kwang jie call back and tell us where it is.
gym!!!
actually don feel like pe, but gym i don mind, haha ^^
after gym, bath... then next lesson lifeskills, boring -.-
after lifeskills have 2 hour break.
go wif classmates to mac and makan, and there's a cute little boy over there
haha, it's like omg! so cute and somemore playing with me :D
after that go slack awhile and head to class
quite fun in practical, but because of friends, it turn my mood a bit down awhile.
after school, me, nazrul and two sharizal go under block slack.
there's a cat, and it sit on my leg. haha, cute ><
after that the cat jump on sharizal bag to sleep.
going home soon, the cat is still sleeping, and it's like omg!
haha, after putting the cat down and go off, we waited for lrt, like long -.-
after that me and nazrul reach tampines and slack. :D
after that home (being chase home -.-)
ok, byes...

Monday, July 9, 2012
Last blogged @ 9:16 PM

saturday 7 july.
meet up with xiao rong and yvonne and we go wild wild wet
but waited for xr for one hour, omg! but still ok la.
go wild wild wet and play, like a crazy only.
fun fun fun, but kanna injure by the keys, haiyo!!
after that we go bath, but while i changing, i like 'oh shit! how come i take my mother pants!'
it's like i totally blank and i keep ajusting it!! haha ^^
after that we go just acia to makan makan, haha^^ lots of fun
after that too full and we go walk walk from pasir ris park to white sand.
after that go home! (cause mother chase) -.-

sunday 8 july.
wait up too late and i eating my lunch plus breakfast around 3 plus to 4
after that use awhile computer and go grandma house eat dinner,
but only eat a bit cause too full!! hais
after that me and my sister go tampines mrt to top up card and go tm ntuc to buy things
then we go t1 to makan chicken and i wonder how my sister eat finish, imma eat a bit too full liao, haha
after that my sister go down tm to buy gong cha (cause got discount from my friend, haha)
after that go home.

monday 9 july (which is today)
schoool starts and it's like omg!!!
starts at 8 everyday except wednesday and end school late everyday except friday -.-
first day of school quite fun ah, and i miss a lot of my classmates, haha ^^ (br) but second lesson never go, cause got two hour break b4 it, and the lesson is lifeskills, that teacher sucks!
go and meet jun hao at tampines, and wanna buy ciggratte, but cannot buy even though i above 18, cause of wearing ite uniform.
wth -.-!
after that go to ping yi and fetch michelle, miss there also, and some juniors still can regnoise me, haha ^^
after that i'm surprise to saw wei jian also, and he studying same ite as jun hao
and we talk a lot.
after that we rush to michelle house to faster let her get change, cause jun hao gonna be late for work
after michelle house, we go jun hao house, but never go in, me and michelle smoking at 2nd floor
after that jun hao come down, and we go off real soon to jun hao workplace
meet xr over there and we buy drinks over there to support jun hao too.. :D
after that michelle realisr she lost her ciggratte and we go back jun hao block and fing, but can't find, no choice and she got to buy another pack
after that michelle went to meet teti, and i go back to jun hao workplace to find him.
after that i went home!
and this post is three days post.
and all the three days, is quite fun too <3
bye readers. :D

Saturday, July 7, 2012
Last blogged @ 12:10 AM

working today from 12 to 10, tired max.
difficulties waking up, hais.
while working there, i thought that i will be working server with two new stuff
oh shit, i die
but lucky i doing bar.
while working bar, i eat alot and drink alot
gonna be fat soon, like omg!
today is a busy day that make me threw away my thoughts, and i so happy. :D
hopes, i get it through very soon :D
bye readers
this message is only for denise:
faster go update ur blog while i almost update mine everyday, hahha ^^

Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Last blogged @ 11:57 AM

yst working at the afternoon
after work edwin accompany me awhile.
after that go home
but otw go bus interchange, i saw some of my friend's friend
i saw them and i feel so disgusted, it reminds of that thing
hais, wish to overcome it, please, i don wan think about it.
hais. wish today life will be okay...
byes

Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Last blogged @ 12:39 AM

Time to move on, forget about that miserable thing.. life still got to continue....
TOP PART IS FOR ME :D
heard from denise that she's going overseas after 4 years,
so she can accompany me for 4 years only..
hais..
she still say she wont come back
hais, she dont miss me la~(if she saw this post, i die. haha)
from what happen on that day, many supporters have give me courage to move on,
even though i keep thinking of it.
love ya, i will move on, thanks for supporting me :D
nothing to post right now.
haha, goooddbyeee!!! @_@