Saturday, December 5, 2009
Last blogged @ 2:10 PM i today do nth onli computer..
i had juz realised that everyone had dump me..no matter wad.they dislinke me..am i that hateful to u?? i donno...in school times u all are always wif me and i thought i had so much good friends surroundin me..no matter wad happen they all will be around me..but now is different i had feelings that everyone had gone all friends that been surroundin me are gone...i feel lik in school times u all are around me cause i juz a "dai ti ping" i donno is it realy true..but i hate tat feelin..y everythin i feel lik i being been betray by everyone..and this had reveal to my pri times..thats when i had been betray so many times..hundred of times..that i won really trust friends are around me..and thats stop when i saw that u all will be thr for me...no matter wad..but it been perish now...i noe it..juz lik i am a one person..i really being fated to be alone and lonely all times...wif no friends around me givin me all the courage..got a time i had ideas that i thought it wouldnt work..but it wont and all this courage are from u all..u wanna let me c that my ideas will suceed..but even thought i feel it..but ur heart are not wif me..i think i don have any best friends i onli have all those normal friends..i don have sisters they onli juz my friends..i don even noe y but u all are leavin me..is it true that i being too hateful or wad?? i donno wad happen i juz noe all of u are leavin me..i been trustin everyone that surounds me supportin me...but it ends up to be lik that..i think i juz one-sided asi treat u all lik best friends but u all don...i think i wont be havin best friend around...i don wanna be one-sided...u noe being one-sided are really hurtful..its lik in an relationship being one-sided...but this is not relationship this is friendship..but y i feel lik relationship and friendship are the same..all wif a one-sided always feel so terrible..i don understand...are u all still wif me?? or are u all leavin me?? i donno if i really been ur best friends all noe..i think i don have the rights to have sister best friends and all the gans around cause u all are not even cares about me..do u noe y i have so much gans cause i wanna everyone to leave some space for me to fit in..cause i don wanna be alone..i wan all my beloved to giv mi their loves to me..but i really don have that fate..y do i wanna be one-sided?? everytime wanna stick wif u no matter wad..don wanna leave u stickin u wif superglue always...i really donno are u all being wif me or wad?? i don understand... and i at home say waste money cause of playin computer but when i go out u say waste money by buyin things..then wtf i needed to do..i been bored u noe...i always bored..i always been lonely nobody had been at my side..then u still thr sayin all this..how i wish i gonna leave this kind of worlds..makin myself disappeared wif all the loneliness...yaya...maybe its true..i have this kind of fate.... byex.... |
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