Sunday, May 16, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:24 AM

today early wake up. usin com.
i on facebook and go c ur profile.
u say u wanna ignore her.
u didnt.
u still talk to her.
u lie to me.
u juz say u will ignore her wont talk to her.
but u juz did.
all u say are lie.
u onli scare to fight.
and so u go forward to her.
thats y. u say all that to mi.
cause u think i some how useless.
so u go to her is the best. no fighting.
and one more thing. she didnt skip class or school.
i think u would want that.
so all is u. that change.
the past~
i been so close to u.
but now no.
i keep sayin vulgarities.
u scold me.
she say. u didnt scold.
reason: scare fight.
thats the main point.
and i did told u that my sister noe all about it.
and say she will be ur back up.
but u. u still scare.
u scare of that and this.
i cant c y.
u make all things change.
and go towards her.
thats the prob.
u juz go to her cause she smart, not a bad gurl, u scare fight, and all others things.
i juz donno y u choose it.
u have change the fate that we have.
u have deleted the memories of happiness that we usually have.
at her face. u don look so happy.
wif me. we laugh.
but u still choose her.
y? y? y? i askin u Y????????????
y this thing happen. y u decided that. y u wanna change fate. y u wanna be to her than wif me. y u wanna afford to get scolded than happy.
i feel ache when u been scolded by her. and u nvr say back.
u scare fight. so u juz let her scold.
but do u noe wad others feel???
u change.
u change everything.
u change everyday.
wodering y???
u decide lik this and make me cry.
u didnt noe the heartpain that i have.
u noe y i have 3 sister. cause of my pri sch prob.
they keep telling me to make more friends.
how am i goin to make more friends when i have 3 sister and already have so much prob.
u say!!!!!!!
how is it.
3 sister = many prob
more sister = extreme more prob
so how.
u make it mroe worse.