Thursday, June 2, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:29 AM

currently working at eighteen chef outside east point mall.
work there more than one month going 2 le...
i feel a lot of happy times there..
i feel like working day whole life..
haha, but that wont do..
now i thinking of two job as currently eighteen chefs is overloaded..
thinking of working the previous job of mine wif my sister..
but all the shirt and apron all that donno go where liao...
haha ^^ i think it contains lots of dust already...
hais...currently my life is full of problems..
lots and lots of problem...
i care about others, but they think it is irritating and showing of attitude..
i ownself also think of showing attitude already..
as far as i know, i think no one understand me...
i use to be a hyper girl, but now no more.. i seems like a quiet girl instead...
everything turns upside down for me...
i don't wish to be like that..
or must i change my attitude and being uncare about others..
but i cant change my attitude, and everytime people finds me when they break down..
how can i dont care them??
put them alone to their grave or wad??? no!! impossible would i do that...
but still thinking i seriously donno wad to do..
and nowadays i seriously don wan to study and still intend to quit school..
and my darling sister, denise, keep advise me to go on to study...
but i make up my mind, it couldnt be change...
and nowadays i have june intensive programme in school..
i promise to go except for my birthday..
but i break the promise and instead i only go only on tuesday...
even my mother don't know cause i tell her no school...
but if i seriously go back, i either sleep or will go facebook....
so it's no different...
and i too lazy to get up for school too...
how i wish everything go stable for me...
but it is impossible..
everytime something will occur...
hais... seriously donno wad to do..
yesterday message my darling sister... we quarrel...
and after that she say she understand me, i donno it's truth or not cause i everytime are sensitive...
she say it will change.. but when??
i wish it change for now..and not after lots of days or so..
i seriously rather die than live....
later meeting my friend to drink b4 going to work..
i hope it could make my heart feel better...
thanks to my darling sister, i know that u would care for me, but i this stupidity girl donno how to appreciate sry... =((