Saturday, June 30, 2012
Last blogged @ 12:20 PM

yst at michelle house for her birthday, playing poker and drink. i drink too much, and a guy which i donno name vincent, take care of me. because i too drunk i go to michelle brother name eric room and sleep. i'm the only person inside, no girls were with me. vincent came in three times, i kanna molest when he come in the third time. i know it's him, but i don't have the energy to push away or scream or shout. later when i wake up, i try not to stay near to him, don (michelle bf) did help me to push him away. i come out just to tell jun hao to come back faster, i want to go home... then jun hao keep asking me why, so i got to tell him. but some others also know. then they say this one they got to settle, but i just want to go home. they say if at court, girls always win for this kind of thing. so they just cant say that i talk the truth or bluff them. then they say they will beat vincent 5 times, after that can go off. but lots of them are not satisfied, cause vincent is their friend. some still scold me that "please look at the mirror la, you this kind of people give me i also dont want ah" . ya, i know i not good looking, but i seriously kanna touch by him, what could i do?? i already say i just want to go home, don't want to settle. but you all say this thing you all got to settle. now all like become my fault. i bluff. but because nina say i ans her, vincent and her are friends. she donno who to help. but to slap me one time so it's fair. i say i okay with that but i just want to go home. then i kanna slap and we take bus and go home. yet i reach home, i kanna scold and beaten, you don even ask me what happen or what. you just keep beating me and scolding me, and also say i bluff. why i live in this kind of life. why nobody believe in me?? i hate!!